She kissed me goodbye, 

On my cheeks, 

And closed the door with a shy matter of fact smile. 

Don’t ask me how thats done. 

Only her knows how she does it.

As I stood in front of the mahogany door, 

I had the thought I had been having for the whole year we had being together. 

I wished I could infuse to her, love. 

I loved her. 

I told her, but it was her shy matter of fact smile I always got. 

One never realized that you hadn’t gotten any candid thing from her 

Until it was time to leave. 

I wish there was a drug, or something, 

That I could take, 

Inject it to her, 

And let her begin to show feelings. 

She say she feels, but I don’t know. 

With a last long stare at her fine brown carved door, 

I left. 

She sat on the floor,

Her breaths coming out in staccatos. 

One would think she had just run a marathon. 

She was falling, 

And she knew it. 

Everyday, closing the door to his front

Became harder than ever. 

She didn’t want to fall again,

But she didn’t think she could do anything now. 

It seemed like she was getting infused with some love syrup. 

Now more than ever it was hard to “just be” around him. 

She wanted to “live” around him. 

She stood up, 

And looked to the window.  

His back was what she saw. 

In her eyes, 

It looked like he walked with a determination. 

He had won, 

And the thought did not, surprisingly,

Make her shiver in fear, 

But in anticipation. 

She was ready.  

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Lately I’ve been feeling like I have been going away from the main purpose I started this blog. To write. Alright. I write. Challenges, awards, stuff that happen with me, but I want to go back. This was why as I saw the daily prompt for today, infuse, I made up my mind to write, checked the dictionary to get an indepth meaning, and voila! 

Here we have it. 

I hope you liked it. I did like it. 

If you did, make sure to like, comment (very important guys😶😉), and share. 

Thank you for reading! 

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